This past week has begun to slow down. Since I have phased
out, I have only been teaching a few classes a day. During this past week I was
wondering how students would react to my cooperating teacher rather than me. I wondered if students would still keep to my
expectations and rules for behavior. I also wondered if my students cared if
they had five minutes of health or not. As the week went on, I was surprised at
many things. The upper grade students that I struggled with behaviors were
curious if I could teach health education the following year and the lower
grade students wanted to know if they were still going to get rewards when I was
gone.
Another great thing that I noticed was when my cooperating
teacher was instructing I noticed many instances where he referred back to my
teaching or said something that I had said to students in order to calm them
down and get ready for an activity. Even though he never said good job or good
idea, his teaching that incorporated my ideas showed that he did appreciate the
things that I brought to his classroom. Also, this past week he gave me a recommendation
letter and I was very grateful and felt appreciated by all of the kind things
he said and the things he indicated that showed his appreciation for taking
over his classes for my student teaching placement.
I spent my entire 17
weeks teaching at this placement. Earlier in the semester I counted down the
months, weeks, and days. I wanted it to be over so I could have my own
classroom. Even though I still am eager to have my own class I realized that
without my experiences I had at my placement I do not think I would have been as
prepared as a first year teacher. I feel more confident than I did before and I
truly am ready and up for any challenge that comes my way in the future. Their where
time when I had whished for an easy placement where behaviors were not an
issue, but I think if I was not challenged I would have been board. I have come
to a point where I know that if I take a job where it is easy I will become
board because I won’t have much of a challenge.
It truly feels surreal that this is my final post and my
final days of student teaching are ahead. I will miss the students that I have
worked with and I am very appreciative that I was able to try and experiment
with many new ideas and strategies in my cooperating teacher’s class. I am
hopeful that I have made a difference at my placement; my objective this semester
was to make a difference and be a role model to the students. Many students
made me think on my feet, frustrated me, and made me laugh, I truly appreciate
what the students taught me, because what I learned from them has shaped me
into the teacher that I have become (Standard 10 reflection and personal growth).